What does the real meaning of friendship??
Is it mean the good peeps deserve a good friend ONLY??
and the bad peeps deserve a bad friend ONLY??
ok.. that funny..
than the bad always be bad..
and the good will never lead the bads to the right path..
i'm only 20..
but i've been through too many things in my life..
i've met too many people..
i've been living in too many personalities..
i've been treated with too many expresion..
but last year was the year that bring too much desperation to me..
why??
that was the year when everyone force me to accept UMT as part of my life..
that was the year I have to face so much work problem..
that was the year I lose my boyfriend on “malam takbir”..
that was the year I dont feel like celebrating hari raya..
that was the year I have to leave my real dream..
and my ultimate nightmare ever..
that was the year where I lose my beloved father FOREVER..
ok.. I do admit, I took a wrong path..
i'm sorry for showing everyone the real me..
I'm sorry for being bad again..
but still,
I AM GLAD FOR BEING LIKE THAT..
why?? why should I be proud for being miss “good-girl-gone-bad”
isn't it a very very very humiliating thing ever??
its a big NO..!
being like that, just open my eyes..
it show me who is the real friend..
who is the friend who only expect the PERFECT ME..
THE GOOD ME WHO ALWAYS WEARING MY TUDUNG LABUH..
WEAR MY BIG T SHIRT..
OR A JUBAH..
I found my friend..
the real friend..
the one who can accept me as good as I am..
or as bad as I am..
the one who can keep my dirtiest secret..
and will always be my friend forever..
I found those who know the bad me first..
and accepting me with whole of their heart..
who treat me like their own family..
and give me their shoulder when I cry..
last but I hope this is the least..
those who I consider as my true friend..
(well.. because they are those “good peeps” that I thought will accept however I am)
telling me that “we are not friend anymore”..
do not answering my text again..
just gone from my life..
but still, I know they care about me..
but with the wrong way..
I guess,
the bad friend will always accept you just the way you are..
but not the good friend..
ya... I got the conclusion now..
hohohoho... damn..
But for
“that was the year when everyone force me to accept UMT as part of my life..”
I never regret...
it gives me much... ^^,
